When I look back,
Pull me forward.
When I look back,
Pull me forward.
When I look back,
Pull me forward.
When I look back,
Pull
Me
Forward.

When I look back,
Pull me forward.
When I look back,
Pull me forward.
When I look back,
Pull me forward.
When I look back,
Pull
Me
Forward.
I don’t know if I can ever express how much I needed to hear those words.
A confirmation that you have seen my effort.
A confirmation that I am thriving.
A confirmation of your love for me.
You have no clue how much I needed to hear those words.
Abuse it comes in many forms.
Abuse it is a storm.
I want it.
I desire it.
I need it.
We all do.
It cannot,
It will not,
Control me.
Because I don’t
Need it.
Mine is what
I should seek.
Mine is all
I need.
I am me
I am not them.
I am me
I am not them.
I am me,
I am not them.
I am me,
I am not them.
I am me,
I
Am
Not
Them.
I talk too much.
I talk too fast.
I’m sorry.
I am too loud.
I am too sensitive.
I’m sorry.
I talk about this.
I talk about that.
I’m sorry.
I talk about the sad.
I talk about the glad.
I’m sorry.
I was not me.
I am learning me.
I’m sorry.
I’m not sorry
For being me.
Blue
You are new.
Blue
You are you.
Blue
You are black.
Feet up
Don’t put them down.
For a pool
They’ll become.
Keep them up
To stop the flow.
Life from a chair
Depressing for sure.
Find things to do,
It’s hard to do
From a chair.
Feet up,
Don’t stand,
Feet up.
Milk
Eggs
Cheese
Bread
Meat
Whatever it is you need.
Election Day is upon us.
A victory to be declared.
Sound the alarm.
The war has begun.
A prediction none headed.
Mocked.
Unhinged they said.
Paranoid they claimed.
My visions.
My messages.
My words.
All being said by others now.
A civil war is among us.
Go out for
Whatever you need.
Tomorrow is uncertain for
The devils cry
Wages war tomorrow eve.
Fuck it all!
That’s how I’m feeling today.
Fuck it all!
I have no filter.
Who the fuck cares?
I have no filter.
Fuck rape!
Fuck unwanted touch!
Fuck white men of power!
Fuck it all!
I’m so fucking over this country!
Fuck it all!
Legalize sex with children so it can’t be a crime.
What the fuck?
Seriously are you fucking kidding me?
Why are we even entertaining this?
Fuck it all!
A president…
Fuck him!
Fuck it all!