How can I see that others deserve it?
How can I not think I do?
How can it not be okay for someone else to go through but okay for me?
How can I not see that what I would fight for someone else for I myself am worthy of?
How come I was not only shown but told that I wasn’t worth my basic rights?
How come I’m failure?
How come I’m a loser?
How come I’ll never be anything more than, “a lazy fat bitch”?